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here i am thinking on life...i have been thinking on this subject, i must say, for twenty two years, and whether it has been conscious or subconscious, i have not kept record...
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what direction are the events in my life leading me?...
why am i here? (not in the physical sense, but in the mental sense of questioning).

it seems to be that these thought have been ingrained in each of us, whether we actually process the thoughts or not or whether they manifest the same is to be determined, BUT there is ony one answer, i believe...... we are here for the glory of God and our life routes will give God glory ultimately.