I have had another subtle transition in my life...a new job with a new family. It is very interesting the grace that the Lord has placed upon me and my view of my new position. I say "interesting" because I have not had time to think about all the touched areas, and I know it will blow me away the more that I think about it. For instance...the situation that I am in would probably repel anyone from here to Mars, but for some reason, I am truly enjoying it. I pray that the Lord continues to grant me grace to persevere even when I may not like the job as much as I do now. We are all people and will never have a consistent attitude about anything so may the Lord push me through those trying times.

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here i am thinking on life...i have been thinking on this subject, i must say, for twenty two years, and whether it has been conscious or subconscious, i have not kept record...
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what direction are the events in my life leading me?...
why am i here? (not in the physical sense, but in the mental sense of questioning).

it seems to be that these thought have been ingrained in each of us, whether we actually process the thoughts or not or whether they manifest the same is to be determined, BUT there is ony one answer, i believe...... we are here for the glory of God and our life routes will give God glory ultimately.